Am I human?

Grendal says he sees himself watching them. So he is seeing it in another view. It is like an outer body experience. He also saying that he is not him he is someone else. He is not use to this so it is strange to him. So that is why he is startled. . ‘Then I am not that which observes!’ I am lack” (chapter 2, 29) which means he is less then what he really is, if he doesn’t see outside the box. What I have learned from grendal is he is lonely. He has the same characteristics as a human, which are feelings. So he wonders why he does not have someone to talk to or relate with. Like humans can’t go without having someone to talk to. They’ll go insane. Like that one movie name castaway, the dude loses his mind and actually has a conversation with volleyball. So he is just like us. He has his desires of being with a person. When Grendal says “He wanted it, yes!” He is talking about the language the human’s speak. But he understands it though. But the only problem is that they don’t understand him. So he can say I want to be friends with you and they think he wants to harm them because of how he presents his self. That’s like if a genius dressed in baggy clothes and wore gold teeth. He would be judge by his appearance. But it’s how he looks and acts. He could be acting like a complete good person but jus the look does not come off good. But the main question is if he is human or monster. I feel like he has a human inside. He thinks like a human but he has a monster outlook. So his is fifty fifty. But most people say it matters what is in on the inside so that means he is human. He thinks like one. So that sets him apart from a lot of animals in the world. So that is the many reasons I say that he is human than monster.